I'll Message U.

Have you ever noticed that if people can avoid talking personaly, they do!
That is what sucks about computers!
Before the computer and internet if you want to "talk" to someone, you would actually "talk" to them.
None of this "I'll message you" bull shit.
The computer has made most people shy and makes people hide their true feelings until they are sitting behind a screen!
If we can avoid an awkward moment or an awkward silence in life we would!
Sometimes you need those moments!
Don't be an anonymous computer person.
And I mean if you think about it if you only talk personaly to ppl online someone can find it and read it, so that isnt the brightest thing to do!
Signed,
Anonymous Computer Person.

#@$%

FUCK
I wish that you could just say "Done"
And it all go away!
All the drama, all the confusion,
All the pressure, all the shit!
"This is the most important year of your life"
"I dont want any of your grades to slack"
"Are you looking at universities to go to?!?"
FUCK
Leave me alons with ANYTHING & EVERYTHING!!
I am so confused with my life sometimes dont even remember my own name!
Leave me the hell alone get out of my head!
Because no one else is there! I know I sure as hell arent in there!

Shattered Dreams.

You are human.
You can dream.
Follow your dreams, dont let any one tell you otherwise!
Dont let you dreams be shattered right in front of your eyes!
Do what you want to do in life!
Be who YOU are!
Follow your dreams.
DONT LET THEM SHATTER!

Curve Ball Called Life.

Sometimes life throws you a curve
you try to make it
but you fall off the road
and you life turns upside down
it's not as easy to get up and try again
some are able to steer through the curves easily
others fall off the cliff and hit rock bottom
so keep your hands clasped on the steering wheel of your life
and keep your eyes open for that one sharp curve
because it is how you act to the problem
that predicts the resolution.

Untitled.

Shit happens!
But you have to rise up,move on,and get over it.

I Want To Thank You.

You are always there for me
And you say you always will be
Whatever problem I throw at you
All you try to do is help me
I am so gratefull to have you to talk to
Without you I dont know what I would do
I just want to say thank you!
Te amo!

Isolation.

You moved me out here
You moved me from the city to the country
You find the country so relaxing
Now that gas prices are killer
I sit, wait, and do nothing.
The pro is I have made amazing friends
But it doesnt help that I can hardly hang out with them
I have to drive around 30 miles to get to the nearest movie theater or mall
That is why I dont get a chance to go that often
Thanks for movin me out here!
I appreciate it!
Not!

Do You Want To Chill Sometime?

You are an amazing person,
But you dont want to spend time with friends
We ask, but you dont respond.
School seems to consume you,
which is good.
But friends want to spend time with you.
Dont leave us hanging.
Your personality makes our group complete.
Sometimes I ask myself why you are so antisocial,
yet social.
You know who you are.
I just want you to have fun
bc to me it doesnt seem like you get much.
I could be wrong though.
Well, I am just saying.
Let's make plans one day!

Your In My Thoughts.

You are runnin through my head
I cant sleep when I lay in my bed
But it's not only you
There are others too
My mind is stressed
My thoughts are pressed
I think about you
And wonder if your thinking about me too
But this is a waste of time
And that is the end of this rhyme.

Gone.

You lived next door,
We really didn’t talk much,
But you were an awesome person.
You had an amazing, wacky personality.
You were weird but that made you unique.
I hope that I was a good friend in your eyes.
I hope that I never did anything to make you regret being my friend.
You had such a life ahead of you.
And now it has all been taken away from you.
I hope the man who did this to you gets what he deserved.
You are gone, but I hope to God that you are in a better place.
We all miss you! And wish that you could be here!
Much Love!

In Memory of Steven T.
A neighbor that opened up my eyes to being unique!
You will be missed!

Junk.

“We’ve all got our junk, and my junk is you.”
Quoted from SPRING AWAKENING.
I don’t need you, but I want to keep you around.
There is really no purpose in keeping you so close,
But is comforting to know you’re there.
After a while I toss other things aside,
But I keep you in my grasp!
“I spend the day wonderin’ what you do where you go.”
“We’ve all got our junk and my junk is you.”

Youth.

When you are young,
Nothing bothers you,
Nothing bugs you,
You aren't self conscious,
You aren't paranoid,
You dont have a care in the world.
You are just there, alive.
I wish that I could go back to being a child sometimes.
Living, and not thinking about life!

Dont Lose Your Head.

Dont lose your head.
So many people can't take the pressures of everyday life.
Don't stress.
Don't fret.
Relax, keep a calm, take time to think things through.
Take time to chill.
Don't do anything stupid or drastic.
Find something you love to do, and do it.
Find a hobby to help you relieve your worries.
Just don't lose your head!

Joking.

I'm Joking!
So, I am a jokester.
If you and I were to spend some time together
I would try at some point to make you laugh.
Whether it be me saying or doing something stupid
or doing something completely random.
Dont be fooled by this facade,
this is just a mask I put on to help with the mascarade.
Joking around is my scapegoat.
I do this to hide my inner emotions.
I do this to hide my depression.
I do this to hide my feelings.
I do this to be liked.
It is my way out!

But even though it is a mask I put on,
it is also a part of my personality.

Music Is Therapy.

Music is therapy.
Music can cure any emotion thrown at you.
Music can relax you when you're stressed.
Music can calm you down when you're angry.
Music can make you get emotional when you are not.
Music is amazing!
Let the beat take you away!
Close your eyes, and let the music shower you with its own emotions!
If you are going through tough times,
Stop, take time to chill, relax, lay down, turn on some music, and fly away from all of your worries and troubles!
Get away from the world for a short time!
Music Is Therapy!

My Stage.

As most of you know, I am an actor.
But honestly this whole world is my stage.
I can be whoever I want to be.
I can hide whatever I want to.
I can tell whatever I want to.
I can be as emotional as I want to be.
I can be "ME" which doesnt necessarily have to be the real me!
I can be whatever you want me to be.
Because honestly who knows who they truly are?
Who knows what their purpose is on this stage of a world?
5 minutes to curtain, the emotions and excitment builds.
First scene, the energy gives you a high.
Curtain Call, its all over once again.
This whole world is my stage, and I guess the show has just started!
The curtain will fall sometime.
And I will have to take one final bow.

Your own world.

If you could live in your own world, how would it be?

What would it consist of?!?

Would there be a government?

Would you rule over everyone?

Would you promote world peace?

Would you legalize gay marriage?

Would you ban rap music?

Think about it, when you are not paying attention and people tell you that you are in

"your own little world"

Everyones world would be different!
Perfect in their own little way!

Create your world!

Live your world!

My world would be filled with music, and lights!

Everyone would be equal, no one would judge!

There wouldnt be so much damn drama, and tensions!

There would always be something to do!

Never a dull moment!

Everyone's home will be their own paradise!

I live in my own world!

I wish that my world can come to life!