Today...

How many emotions can yu go through in one day!
I wake up, I was tired and groggy...
I get to school I am bored, and thought-filled
At school, I felt a crush....
I got annoyed by one girl to an extreme...
I get home, i got relaxed...
got a call, was pretty happy...
got a lil jealous later in the afternoon,
and pretty much got bitched at through text messaging!
GAWD DAMN WHAT MOOD SHOULD I BE IN NOW?!?!?!?!?!?

I dont even know dude?!?

God, now I am in a funk!!!


UGH!!!

BLAH!!!

Boredom

So, weekends aren't that fun in my household!
The highlight of my day was gettin the mail and
spending about 30 minutes cutting the grass!
I am so fucking bored livin out here!
I need a job, that way i will be able to do shit!

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Wow, there is a comercial about erectile disfunction on the telly right now!!
Lmao!!

Random!

Wait, What?

You know how i feel!! lol.
I dont know why, but I have noticed that I am somewhat avoiding you!
Maybe it is just easier for me that way.. i guess...
I mean it is a weird situation...
but then i beat myself up lata for avoiding ya!
What the fuck dude?!? lol.
I am stupid!
And i still wonder at times..

awkward... but i dont want it to be!

Hold up!

I am guessing you have feelings for me!
I used to have feelings for you, but not with the way you've been acting lately!
You are a cool person, but i see us as friends or friends with bennifits!
I told you that i liked someone else!
JUST bc i told you that doesnt mean yu go around tellin other ppl THAT is the reason i am not dating you!
Hun, you havent even talked to me about dating! So dont go making assumptions, bc they make an ass out of you!!!
That ticked me off! Dont go all emotional to get all of the attention on you! That is childish! But since we're on the subject maybe bc i like the other person is the reason i dont want to date you.... you never know! And you never will if you dont TALK TO ME ABOUT IT!
Again, stop being all emo and depressed bc you are dragging me and all of ur friends down with you!
Food for thought!!
Deal with it!

Get your cameras!

Tonight is homecoming!
Everyone is going to be all dressed up and looking their finest!
I can't wait!
Senior year homecoming!
I hope that it is kick ass!
It is looking like it will be!
Dennys afterwords!
Ahh, those workers are going to hate us more than anything!
But hey, they are there to work anyways! So might as well do SOMETHING! right?
Well I will get back to you on how the night went later
...
or tomorrow ;)
Ill be sure to take pictures!

People.

You have a boyfriend, I know that!
But why do i enjoy talking to you?
Why do I feel happy when I talk to you!
I mean, I know I shouldn't but I do!
And your beau would prolly kill me if he knew we chill.
I wish we could chill more.
Am I doing nething wrong here?!?

* * *

And you, your a completely different story,
I am completely distracted by you,
even though I shouldn't be.
But God knows that I am.
Your in my thoughts sometimes all to often!
I wish that we could spend more time together sometimes.
Just to talk..
Or whatever..
You are an amazing person!

* * *

And you! You are an AMAZING friend!
And ur (new) love triangle is about as confusing as mine! lol.
I have told you most things! Bc i can trust you!
I just wish that I could tell you ALL!
I wish I could fill you in on the updates, but that is not my place!

* * *

And you! lmao! What can I say!
We are cool, we can talk and we understand each other!
I am sorry that you got a lot of problems sometimes!
But hey, chin up kid, someday, somewhere, there will be some1 good 4 you!

Ticket.

So today leaving lennard high school i wasn't thinking and i was "trying" to catch up to a few friends in the car ahead of me!
Little did I know, what was set up?!?
A mother fucking speed trap!
Ah, the wonders of technology!
53 in a 40.

Now I gotta pay a $181 ticket.

And as of now i cannot drive to school!
Bleh!
And on top of that and others stresses i deal with everyday
I feel like shit!


SO I am pretty sure that all plans i have made will have to be cancelled.


Why am I so god damn stupid!

And why the fuck did this have to happen 2day?!?

REALLY?!?

Hmm..

I wonder!
Will anything happen?
Will anything go down?
Or am I letting my emotions get the best of me?
Should I play it cool?
Or should I work it?
Hmm...
This time i dont think i will be able to suffice with a What if!
;)

We will just have to see!

Wow.

So far (knock on wood) this weekend has been quite amazing!
I spent time with friends all day friday at MOSI!
And now have some great stories, pics, and videos to show of
all mi crazi friends (well most of them).
The field trip was amazing and i am so glad i went on it!
I also got some pretty cool news, well i thought it was at least!
;)
Homecoming is this Friday!
Spirit week is this week!
I wonder what will go down?!?
I will keep you posted!
:P

Done.

Will I ever get out of the friend zone!
I am so fukin tired of being looked at as a friend/brother!
My life story!
I am done, I won't be you friend! Back off!
I am afraid that I will be in this so called "friend zone" for the rest of my life!

And I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT!!!!



Fuck it!

I am tired of friendships, relationships, nething! Done.

Ugh!

I feel like such a fucking home-wrecker!

Nuff' said!

You & Me.

I like you as a friend!
You like me as more.. this is weird!
Dont get me wrong you are an amazing person!
But i see you as a very close friend!
I dont know what to do or what to tell you?!?
I am stuck.



I wonder if this is how someone feels about me?!?

- stuck, confused, bummed.