Just a mere dream?

When I woke up in the morning I was torn by the fact that she wasn't laying there next to me. The pillow next to my head looked as if it has been untouched which left me feeling heartbroken. Is it possible that I could have just been dreaming? There is no way! It couldn't be possible that I imagined spending the past year with this angel!
We met last year at a state fair when some of our friends met up with each other. It was like love at first site! Her sky blue eyes and her shining brunette hair always loured me in! Ever since that day we had been together! We spent countless hours laying out in the sun on the beach, took many picnics in our local park, and just spent the majority of the time talking about life. There was never a boring moment when she was near. She always knew just what to do to get my heart racing.
I just can't fathom why she is not here. Where could she have gone? She has to be real! She has to!
I miss how she would get out of bed early just to put on some of her enticing perfume, every time she came back to bed I would wake up filled with joy because of her beautiful scent! That was always my favorite way to wake up. I miss the way she would try to hide her porcelain face from me whenever tears were forming in her eyes, but she still came to me for comfort. It always made me flutter to know I was the one who made her day all the merrier when she was feeling down.
There is no way I could have made all of this up! She has to be real!
I can't help but thinking about all the marvelous things we did together. I remember that bizarre night when we jumped over a fence of our neighbors house and went skinny dipping in their pool whilst they were on vacation up north, she was always willing do go the distance especially when any type of danger was involved. I reminisce about the time we went camping and made passionate love underneath the alluring sky with the thousands of stars and the moon giving off enough light so that we could gaze in each others eyes and pray that the moment could last forever.
If she and everything else that I remember about us is real then why would she just get up and leave? Why wouldn't my love let me know? Why would she make me worry? I am starting to think that this past year was just to good to be true! Maybe I did dream up a year within a few hours! How could someone so real so elaborate be imaginary?
I will never forget our first fight it was so just so daft and pointless! It was over money, I can't recall the exact conversation but I just knew later it was pointless there was no need to argue over such material. But when she and I made up and settled our differences our relationship grew stronger than it was before. Oh and the first time we made love was so romantic, we ate a gourmet dinner then proceeded to take a moonlit stroll on the beach with a pricey bottle of aged wine and we eventually looked into each others eyes and knew we were destined to be together! That night at my place was magical! That evening changed my life in the best of ways! I felt my soul coming alive!
Where the hell could she be? Why would she leave me alone without any trace of her?
I will never forget the surprised look on her face when I showed up at her work for our three month anniversary with a dozen of blooming white roses. I could see her heart melting! Just her expression and the way her green eyes began to water made me proud to be hers!
I am beginning to think I did imagine all of this! How is it possible that someone as perfect as her would end up with a man like me?
I walked around my house and searched for a sign of her. No notes, no purse, nothing! I already miss her laugh, her fantastic smile, the way she would randomly caress my face when she looked at me. I miss her in general. I just want her back, maybe I will just go back to sleep and see if I can see her wonderful face again. As I take that dismal walk back to my bed someone began to bang on the front door.
Who could that be? Why does someone want to see me this early in the morning? I honestly don't want any company! The banging didn't cease. Finally I make it to the door and when I open it there she stood, my beautiful angel was standing in the doorway with her hands filled.
"I am so sorry I woke you honey!" She said.
"I was trying to surprise you but I had no way of opening the door!" She put the bags on the counter and I realized she brought back our favorite breakfast from the same place we had our first date after the fair one year ago! This is why I love her! Everything she does makes me want her even more, even all of the little thing like bringing me breakfast. I walked up to her and proclaimed,
"Baby, I love you so much you don't even know how much I appreciate you being a part of my life."
I took some time to admire her standing in front of me and I was so glad that she is part of my reality! This is love! And she will always have my heart!