Back!

I'm still here, I was gone for a while, but I am back now.
I am still Matthew, I am still a teenager, but some things have changed.
I am not as close to all of my old friends, I am still close to them, but some are on different levels than others. I had to get away for a little while, I had to let life run its course. Only to find that once life runs it course it puts you on a new one that is just as rocky. Again I am attracted to my new best friend who will never feel the same toward me, and I also have to schedule 2 different sets of friends.
I really wish I could help everyone, I wish I can do more than I feel I am doing.
I finally graduated high school, now i just have to get all of my college shit out of the way and all. I promise to get back on here and keep updated. this time.. right now i just need to go take a walk and clear my head filled with whoa!