The Return!

Wow, it has almost been one whole year since I have posted on this website! Isn't that crazy? A lot has changed since then, for instance, I have graduated from high school and I more or less have a whole new batch of friends! Remember the friend I always talked about saying that I hoped we would never lose touch? Yeah well we hardly see each other anymore and we both have moved on! (It was for the best). I just completed my 1st semester of college as well, that was an experience in itself! Thankfully I kept up good grades! I still to this day dont have a job so lets just say that I feel like a complete bum, I don't really like it too much. As I am a little older I have a whole brand new set of friend drama! I technically lost my virginity and within the next few days the girl that I hooked up with was offering herself to my best friend! That was a low blow so how can I talk to her? The hardest part was my best friend actually considering hooking up with her, it made me feel so used. I dont even know whats going on between me and my bro right now, he hardly ever talks to me anymore, so until he comes to me and talks I don't know what to say... Whilst reading all of my old post I saw that I was a highly negative person! This blog was how I vented! Lately I have been working on becoming a more positive guy! So from now on that is what I am going to try doing! The key word there was try! So I have friend drama? Oh well that's life and life goes on! I will be starting my second semester of college in a few months and before then I really need to focus on getting me a job so that I may have some source of income! (I need to get out of my family's home). It was nice to be able and vent again! I am not going to wait a year before I post on here again! Promise! :)