Lazy days!

So everything is looking up! Me and my friends are doing well, there hasn't been to much drama lately, which is good believe me! haha! But there is only one thing that has been setting me back! I realize that I have no motivation whatsoever! That's a problem! I feel like a 12 year old jit trapped in a 19 year old's body. I need to move on in life! I am going to start my second semester of college soon! I need to get a job, I need to get an income, I need to leave my parents house (I don't want to catch any family curses lol). All of that is what I need, but what am I doing to achieve it? Nothing! You would think that I would be motivated but strangely I am not! I don't know why, maybe I am afraid of change or of the future, who knows? I wish they would sell motivation in a bottle, that would be cool right? Haha anyways in other news I watched the LOST series finale last night I never watched an episode but I LOVED the finale, now I want to watch the whole series! I remember 6 years ago when it premiered that I was going to watch that show faithfully but I never did! I am such a poser! This Thursday I am going with a friend to the rays game! That is going to be fun! Maybe afterwords we will do what we do every Thursday and that is go to the neighborhood 24 hour Starbucks and stay and chat till 3 AM. Starbucks that is open 24/7 now that is definitely a gift straight from God!!! I feel all Starbucks should be like that! Just my opinion of course! Well it is time for me to find some motivation! Maybe I will find it on the treadmill? I think it is worth a try! Don't forget to watch the GAGA episode of glee tomorrow everybody! Till next time! X