First off to start of this blog I would like to explain to you all the adventure that I had last evening! A bunch of friends and I decided randomly to chill at Joel's house! There is nothing better than getting my group of friends together and just spending quality time with each other! Our party game of choice is definitely TABOO! That game is epic! After many rounds of taboo and hilarious banter we decided to to other things, some of us went onto chat roulette and others played on the Wii! We talked to many interesting people on chat roulette and tried to get a few facebooks, you know how we are! Lol. Watching Laura playing the wii and epically failing was definitely a treat! After some time had passed we all decided to play Guitar hero! One person on guitar and everyone else singing as loud as they can! I don't think that I have had so much fun singing like a fool! And singing B.Y.O.B. by System of a Down is so much fun! When guitar hero got boring we decided to start singing Ke$ha songs acappella, Tik Tok to be exact! Singing with my friends is always a unique experience! This is when the night takes a complete turn for the worse, as we are standing outside about to leave we watch this huge F250 fly past Joel's street we watched him drive down a few blocks and we know this man saw us standing outside! This truck speeds skids and swerves right at us and down the street we were on. It was honestly the creepiest thing, we all ran inside as fast as we could. For some time we all were freaking the hell out, but in time we decided to try and leave one more time. As soon as we got outside we hear the F250 is near and we run back inside. Finally we were able to leave after that, I followed Laura home to make sure she got there safe before I drove Amanda home. As we were driving to Laura's house guess who we see? The mother fucker in his red F250! That man should be shot for scaring the shit out of a group of teenagers! You don't scare teens in the ghetto!!! HAHA!
Secondly I would like to point out a more serious note! I would not wish being bisexual on anyone! I would never force anyone to be the way I am! I hate it! People seem to think that bisexual people are just greedy and stupid! I will be the first one to tell you that I am fucked up! I don't need you to tell me that bisexuals are just fucked up individuals! Do you people not understand what I go through every fucking day? Every day I hear the word gay and I HATE that word! I fucking despise it! I would like to see you all walk down the mall and be called a fag or a dike in a VERY derogatory manner! I am sorry I am confused! But don't tell me I am greedy, because last time that I checked I don't get anything! I don't choose who I like it just happens! You all don't understand the weight that is constantly on my fucking shoulders! You don't know how many times I have cried myself to sleep! Just because I am hanging with people that doesn't make them gay. The majority of my friends are straight, yet people like to think that they are gay because I am their friend! That makes me feel like shit! I REALLLLLY HATE that people think that I would recruit my friends on this fast car to hell! I am so fed up with everything! No one seems to understand what I deal with everyday, sometimes not even my close friends..... Ugh! I am sorry I didn't mean to be a Debbie Downer I just really had to get that off of my chest! I wish I were straight and had all the little drama my friends deal with instead of my problems! Anyways! Ill get over it! Again I just needed to vent! Sorry! I am happy go lucky Mattie again! haha! Till next time! x
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