Life is fun, of course it is a roller-coaster but you should know that! You have heard that saying since you were a little kid, right? I know that I have! It is definitely true life does has its ups and downs, but in the long term those things that happen are what molds us into the person that we are, the person that we know and love!
I am just you average human being, an angst filled teenager just looking to have a good time. Of course I am scared I am afraid of failure, I am afraid of loss, I am afraid of hardships and getting old, but all of that is a part of life! In the long run all of those little things will make me stronger! But there is one thing that I am really afraid of. I am deathly afraid that I am going to end up alone in life! That is a thought that impacts me on a daily basis! I always hear that I will find that perfect someone for me one day, and that I am such a great guy, but you can speak words all you want that does not make them true! I am lonely and I have always been lonely! I love my family and I love my friends, but when I am dealing with loneliness there are things that my friends can't provide me with such as comfort and desire. I am just scared that I will not be able to find that one right person. I know loads of people that go through life without finding their soulmate and I really do not want to live like that! I want to find my better half! I don't want to ride this roller-coaster by myself! I want a person to ride this roller-coaster called life right by my side!
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